School is starting back today and I am worried whether or not I can keep up with blogging. And whether or not I will commit to following Christ everyday. I do not want to slip back into the old routine of living life with Jesus as an after thought.
So the other day a question came to mind, why am I doing this? What’s my agenda in becoming like Christ? And I really thought about it.
Right now the greatest reason I am seeking Christ has to be curiosity. I wonder what would happen if SOMEBODY totally gave up their life for Jesus. What can God do with this heart, mind, voice and body of mine? I have NEVER given all of myself to anything and I want to see what Jesus could do with ONE life!
No matter what complements I get or how people just love me and think I am this great person (some people actually think I’m wonderful) – I UNDERSTAND HOW MESSED UP I AM. I am not committing myself to Jesus to one day plant a church, to be famous, or to have the greatest blog in the world (with the most hits) – I’m looking for a new heart and a new mind.
Jesus gave it all. What happens when I give my all to Jesus?
I do not think there are enough of us Christians asking that question.
JESUS, if you’re willing, I know you can change me!